Broozer

by Odd Folks

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1.
I don't want to deal with this right now, and I don't want to talk about How I've been feeling Yeah, I've been eating Panicked and confused It's nothing I'm not used to Am I still talkin? Is anyone listening at all? It's a new routine each day, yeah To fight a sickness that causes so much pain We never feel it but I guess we'll be okay We're okay I don't know what to say to you right now, I don't know how to talk about How you've been feeling Have you been eating? Dependent and confused It's not what you're used to Are you still talking? Cause I'm not listening at all. It's a process everyday To fight a sickness that causes so much pain We never feel it but I guess we'll be okay We're okay Everything is fine, Everything is fine
2.
I'm fading out I wonder how this helps anyone's anxiety. With both feet on the dashboard, my head resting toyour cheek, works better than the shit they gave me. Windows down, my head in the clouds, moving air and the taste of salt inside my mouth helps me chill out and it's all I can do to not feel defenseless and to keep my heart rate down, long enough to take deep breaths and keep it inside my head I'm not giving up, but I'm falling out of touch with finding my way out of all the graves I made just looking for myself And I can barely sleep when I'm at home and I'm not the only one who leaves the road but can't come back down If I keep this inside my head then I will learn to deal with it If I keep this inside my head, inside my head I’m not giving up, but I’m losing touch
3.
Your Design 03:37
Fuck boi on a motor bike Tryna steal my girl on a tuesday night I'm sitting at home, she's playing with fire Pretty makeup and your best dress Favorite shade of second best Are you holding out on me to look good for a guy on his back seat When we're alone there's a difference If he walked in, would you suddenly care less Any other way We try and work this out He's just another mistake so what's another three more We’re finding out there’s a better way than shutting off and placing blame We’re both part of your design Play it off and everything is fine Can't shake the feeling is this not alright? Cause you know if it were me You'd cry and you’d scream Before anyone speaks I thought I knew you better Or you thought I was secure But now every little thing Makes my heart beat out my chest We're both better on our own there's a better way than shutting off or placing blame this time
4.
Broozer 03:20
You never told me I never asked I didn't think I had to ask Your mind is absent You're never here and when you're here you're not here You said things were getting better and I thought I could help I knew you couldn't stand to see me like that I knew you couldn't stomach the process You said, you said that you want to leave I guess can't you see that it's ok with me I lost track of our nights I think my brain shut off the moment you'd arrive I burned all of your notes Along with any trace of you and me Anything that looks like you and me I spent the better part of last year learning how to cope with self control How could I be with you if I can't stand myself x4 I spent the better part of last year You were the worst part of last year
5.
Fallout 03:15
Off and on it's been a rough couple years but for him it's the past few weeks he can't stand watching her and his best friend go on without him. On and on it goes, he's letting himself go and it shows When he’s not unloading the bar It’s Fallout 4 and missing her He makes a b-line to the couch Every night after work when he gets out And it's all he can think to do to not think of nothing Off and on it's been a rough couple years but for him it's the past few weeks he can't stand watching her and his best friend go on without him. Go on without him She's living by herself in the city She likes the way the skyline looks in his eyes Even if it's just tonight It's alright On and on it goes he’s letting himself go and it shows Easy come and there she goes they never stood a chance Off and on it's been a rough couple years but for him it's the last few weeks he can't stand watching her and his best friend go on without him.
6.
Paper Teeth 03:09
I spent most of my time in the tree outside my house Paying no mind to the demons that were left by someone else But, how could you know how I feel? When I feel like I’m a burden when I tell you about myself And how I wake up hurting every day Maybe it’s not half as bad as I think Maybe I’m not quite as worthless As I would try to make it out to be I spent most nights up with myself In the void of introspection How hard it is to make ourselves believe… Believe in anything I’m biding my time till you speak I’m biting my tongue with paper teeth If it doesn’t matter to you then it doesn’t matter to me too How could you know how I feel? When I feel like I’m a burden when I tell you about myself But you’re just the one who’s paid to listen Maybe we aren’t half as bad as we think Maybe we’re not quite as worthless As we would try to make ourselves believe I spent most nights up with myself In the void of your depression We’re perfectly imperfect after all How could you know how I feel? If you don’t know how it feels?
7.
Friends 02:30
I hate all of my friends and I think that they hate me They're never there when I need them but I'm there when they need me And I'm tired of being a ghost Stuck in your hallway Maybe it’s better I’m alone so no one will hear me complain I’m so sick of all my friends I'm pretty sure that they're sick of me They're never there when I need them But I'm there when they need me And I'm tired of being a ghost Stuck in your hallway Maybe it’s better I’m alone so no one will hear me complain Well, the idea sounds lovely But, we are so lonely It stopped being funny When I pictured the ending It's just part of our social construct Me and all my misery It's me and all my misery Me and all my misery You and all my memories You are my anxiety Yeah it's me, but you’re the one that made me believe

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released October 31, 2017

Recorded by Marco Pisterzi
Mixed & Mastered by Nathan Hussey
Artwork by Elizabeth Ashley White

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