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Alumni

by Odd Folks

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1.
Breathe into me Something out-of-body Something I cannot explain Place hands on me If only for a moment would you let this bother Let this bother me I can't feel you Are you still with me? I've got your promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep I know you might be out of reach But, I'll keep trying trying I've got a lot of haunting questions at the end of the day I don't believe that you believe in your fantasy Tell yourself the things you're needing to fall asleep I'll stay up deconstructing everything I'm still waiting Stuck in the same place again It's better than losing Better than losing another friend I'm sick of waiting (waiting) Waiting to make good sense of this Attaching a meaning to grieving, believing Believing we're part of a plan I've got your promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep I know you might be out of reach But, I'll keep trying trying I've got a lot of haunting questions at the end of the day I don't believe that you believe in your fantasy Tell yourself the things you're needing to fall asleep I'll stay up deconstructing everything I've got a lot of haunting questions at the end of the day I don't believe that you in anything you say Tell yourself the things you're needing to fall asleep I'll stay up deconstructing everything I'll stay up deconstructing everything
2.
It's not getting better and these days all feel the same I'll try your medication, if it takes the pain away Blame, I'm stuck in the middle Of feeling manic and feeling sane Taking pills from an orange bottle Watch my color fade away I can only blame myself when it comes to my mental health You try to take the pain away, but all I feel is grey Every time that I reach out the words dry up in my mouth You try to take my pain away, but all I feel is grey Watch it fade away Watch me fade away It just goes away It's not the change in the weather that's making my hands shake It's the monster in my bedroom that's keeping me awake I reached the bottom of the bottle Heading down that road again I'm losing self control Start the problems again I can only blame myself when it comes to my mental health You try to take the pain away, but all I feel is grey Every time that I reach out the words dry up in my mouth You try to take my pain away, but all I feel is grey Watch it fade away Watch me fade away It just goes away
3.
We lost our purpose in the way it all began Asking divisive questions of all our innocence Rewrite the meaning of the way we coexist Laying the foundation for the point you might have missed I can’t blame him For the state we’re in I hate to say it but we were never heaven sent If all we are, are anomalies in forms of matter Tell me this, what is it that still holds us together? Faith is a picture we paint until the faces distort and the colors bleed to what we never believed We sit and wonder where is God in all of this But, he’s been denied three times and I wouldn’t come back if I were him I can’t blame him For the state we’re in I hate to say it but we were never innocent If all we are, are anomalies in forms of matter Tell me this, what is it that hold us together? Faith is a picture we paint until the faces distort and the colors bleed to what we never believed Faith is a picture we paint when we need to Faith is a picture we made in the bedroom If all we are, are anomalies in forms of matter Tell me this, what is it that hold us together? Faith is a picture we paint until the faces distort and the colors bleed to what we never believed
4.
Oh my God I can't be doing this again Already know how this will end No, it's not just that I don't fit in It's every time I feel alone and there's no coming out of it I don't know what I believe in and some days I feel like I should quit If nothing matters in the end, why should I waste my time on it My mouth likes to move faster than my brain It's always a race to say what I'm never really meaning to say An easy target with a thin skin, a light switch in my head Flips on and off replaying situations I hope that you forget You want to see me free Then come and save me Because I'm tired of waiting On something I cannot see I don't know what I believe in and some days I feel like I should quit If nothing matters in the end, why should I waste my time on it I never used to be like this Colors drained from the world I'm in Why am I expected to fit in Out of place in the room again My twisted tongue without a purpose Sometimes it's best to just stay quiet Try to keep my foot out of my mouth Try to keep regret from spilling out From spilling out I don't know what I believe in and some days I feel like I should quit If nothing matters in the end, why should I waste my time on it I never used to be like this Colors drained from the world I'm in Why am I expected to fit in Out of place in the room again
5.
Call me a crutch Something to lean when you can't feel touch Yeah, scream at me Do whatever you need To feel, to feel free I can't help but think When we are alone and afraid to fall asleep Let's open our eyes and lay still through the night Let the darker things creep in Here's hoping at least we can sleep through the night Call it a hunch But, I can feel the hate in your words and they're breathing out your lungs Yeah, scream at me Make my ears bleed If it makes you feel free I can't help but think When we are alone and afraid to fall asleep Let's open our eyes and lay still through the night Let the darker things creep in (There's fear in her voice, fear in her eyes) Here's hoping at least we can sleep through the night Let's open our eyes and lay still through the night Let the darker things creep in This is not the bed I was sleeping in Here's hoping at least we can sleep through the night Let's open our eyes and lay still through the night Let the darker things creep in (There's fear in her voice, fear in her eyes) Here's hoping at least we can sleep through the night
6.
Pack up your boxes and head east Exactly like you wanted When we were kids you had a plan To get far from Texas Now you stay at home and you're all alone Say you do it for your children Act like your happy, say it isn't about me And He's everything you wanted I know what you said is not what you meant I wonder if now that you'll regret Letting him get inside your head We both want the same things, but we have different tastes We both want the same things, but we have different tastes It's hard to keep myself composed at times like this Keep me out of sight and out of mind But, you still won't feel any better Take another shot at me Hide the words behind your pretty teeth The ones you really want to scream When you said "I'm with Clark now" Now you stay at home and you're all alone Say you do it for your children Act like your happy, say it isn't about me And He's everything you wanted We both want the same things, but we have different tastes We both want the same things, but we have different tastes It's hard to keep myself composed at times like this Keep me out of sight and out of mind But, you still won't feel any better It's hard to keep myself composed at times like this Keep me out of sight and out of mind But, you still won't feel any better By now I hope you've found a way (But you still won't feel any better) To make your peace with all the words you didn't say By now I hope you've found a way (But you still won't feel any better) To make your peace with all the words that you can't say
7.
I won't talk if you don't talk Who can speak at a time like this? Filled with grief and restlessness Don't tell me how to react After I heard I've lost a friend There's no right way to deal with this Two lovers lay Side by side and face to face One last embrace Is this really happening? I can't forget the day George called and told me what happened My voice grew weak, my knees hit the floor When I felt your presence leave I could tell you, but you wouldn't believe me I saw her face in the popcorn ceiling I was breathing out her name After I swore that no one hurt me when I prayed We want so badly to believe that loss Is worth all of the memories I'll keep you close enough to me With roots sewn deeply Forever still a part of me When we die they say we'll be with God Turn to smoke and float above Is it just a story we tell ourselves To keep our demons tightly bound When we die they say we'll be with God Turn to smoke and float above Is it just a story we tell ourselves To keep our demons tightly bound We want so badly to believe that loss Is worth all of the memories I'll keep you close enough to me With roots sewn deeply Forever still a part of me A part of me I won't talk if you don't talk Who can speak at a time like this? Filled with grief and restlessness (restlessness) I won't talk if you don't talk I don't know who speaks at a time like this Filled with grief and restlessness When I get drunk I start to think about God Why we're all here and how we all fucked it up Such a fragile life we lead When I'm with God I like to think about you Where you are now and what happened to you What a fucked up place you left

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released October 31, 2018

Recorded by Nathan Hussey & Marco Pisterzi
Mixed & Produced by Nathan Hussey
Mastered by Frank Mitaritonna at VuDu Studios
Artwork by Elizabeth Ashley White

Special Thanks to Marshall Pruitt, John Patrick Hughes, and Coors Lite

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